Okay, so this Thursday may not be things that I
love but they are the little things that are keeping me going:
1. Top of my list is that today is the first day this school year that I would call a "good" day. No yelling, no loss of control, no desire to have an adult temper tantrum... Twice, I looked around and every child in my class was on task and I could take a breath of my own. Sign. There may still be a light at the end of this dark, dark tunnel.
2. New-teacher training seminar tonight that may have been a bit lame, but it was also reaffirming. We are all in this together... we are all in the same boat... we all feel like we may just go under.
3. Todd comes home tomorrow night after three days away driving around in NY and VT, moving furniture. I am already looking forward to watching Project Runway together (I saved it for him) and the cuddles.
4. Soft rain on my face, the sound of rain on my windows, falling asleep to the sound of rain overhead.
5. Dinner with a new friend that I met down here who is also a teacher (Kindergarten), also from NY, and also very nice.
6. Mollie sleeping on my side of the bed while papa is away.
7. Hearing Willy (my almost 3 nephew) sing a song that I taught him over the phone "I watched the gum roll dow-ow-ow-own"... just too cute. Made me cry.
8. Making others cry. Todd and I sent off a package to the expectant parents (his brother, Brad and Sister in law, Tracy) and expectant big brother, Aiden. We filled it with a quilt, tie dyes, and a card... which made Tracy cry, so she wrapped it back up for Brad to open, who also cried, who called Todd who then cried... and Todd told me, so then we both cried. I love my in-laws and nephews and neices and these new babies to be. I love being a auntie.